This is her mom. She’s alive and off at the best “wilderness” program I could find. It’s not in Utah or Montana.
I really want to thank everyone for their love and prayers for her.
Please know your compassion is why she didn’t take enough pills to kill herself. We can never be thin enough, pretty enough, young enough to shut up that voice in our heads. The kindness and compasion you’ve given Anya makes you Goddesses to me. Stay alive.
I’m in the hospital after the overdose, but I’m okay, I’ll probably be away for a while.
In an ambulance. Hands cuffed. Going god knows where.
I can’t hand this, any of this. Im looking for something in the hospital so I can cut open my veins.
Spent some time on the phone with a boy, listened to him tell me that if I just put in the effort I’d be fine. He can’t take blame for any of it. I need his support but all he makes me do is feel like shit. Him and his new fancy girlfriend.
I’m such a fucking fat ass that I eat even when I’m in the hospital. I’m a fraud.
drunkwithn0urry asked: hey sweetheart. i saw from definitiveme that you were having a hard time. ur in my prayers tonight hun, i really hope you feel better soon. you're beautiful and you're loved. i can promise you that. xx keep your chin up sunshine. love you.
Thank you. This means a lot. I ‘safe’ enough right now since I’m in the hospital.
I just want to sleep but the hospital is so bright and loud.
